fuckin rake...

the rake at low limits is sooooooooooooooooo fucking bad.

i want, badly, to not totally violate my bankroll limits in the face, but i dont know if i can really survive when im giving up half a buyin an hour just to sit and play.

i might have to make a move up to .5/1.

ugh, just got turned out completely for 2 buyins at .25/.50 nlhe.

im going to take a shot at some .5/1 plo. if that doesnt go well, ill rebuild at microstakes and mtts.

its 1/3 of my roll which isnt great but even with 33% rakeback here, i feel like im swimming upstream at microstake..

jesus fucking christ.

i just got demolished for another 100$ playing NLO. just running for shit. consistently up against people who outpip me etc in pots we both have huge investments in and catch huge pieces of.

what a drag.

ok i guess ill drop way, way down with the 200$ left and just grind like a motherfucker, or take the rest of the night off from cash play entirely.

actually that sounds best. i might fuck with an mtt later but im obviously not running well, and i dont want to grind the rest of the night so i can reclaim 1/4 of what ive lost in the last few hours.

also, tomorrow i get access to my b roll again. i get substantial rb there and although my roll is by no means substantial there, there are good mixed games running consistently. i will be factoring in w/l from those sessions as well.

ok total talley for the last week:

deposit: 300

cash available, 200
cash withdrawn, 525

total profit: +425